Monday, July 26, 2004
Mondays always turn out to be bad.. esp. today was a disaster..
Esp. when a very close friend insult u so much tt u cannot take it anymore..
Haiz, I am not tryin 2 bitch bout anyone.. but lately becoz of all e probs I have at home..
It has been hard 2 act as if I am okay in school when I am not..
& on top of tt, this frenz keeps putting me down..
ya, I know I’m not gorgeous and pretty..i dun mind u saying tt..
but u dun have 2 move on 2 talk bout my nose..& say it is big and stuff..
so what if my nose bridge is high??
Also, since Jorge and Mic didn’t cum for lit today..i needed pple 2 help draw the pics for pictionary game..
So I asked around 4 pple to draw.. to get a variety of drawings..becoz I wanted e pics NOT to be clear so tt the game would be harder..
Then u came & said my drawing very ugly mahz.. so I should draw..
Well, since I am SO bad at drawing, then u should draw what..
But u did not do anything at all.. even when I asked u to come over to help so we could finish faster..
instead u preferred 2 hang out with mel..
(do not say pple are bad at this & that when u urself are bad at it too)
Haiz..then geog project at first u say cum my house tml do one..
Then u change ur mind say do on wed..
When there is lit & I gotta prepare a speech for fri when e CitySuccess pple (or whatever) come 2 our sch..
Anyway, I am juz gonna send all the research 2 ur email add & u complete e powerpoint..
If u dun finish by Thurs, ur prob..
I know I am mean by saying this, but I think it is necessary for u 2 know tt what u say sometimes can really hurt pple`s feelings..
I can tolerate a lot from u but u have crossed the line this time..
So sorry 4 saying bout u.. hope u understand..
Then becoz of what tt frenz say.. I got into such a bad mood.. then sumore jw see me bad mood.. he also nv really comfort me..
Haiz.. but I dun blame him.. since I have always been used 2 solving everything by myself..
So stop saying sorry 4 not comforting me already okay? I’m okay on my own one..
Since I nv had anyone there for me..
Esp. when even confining in my diary is childish & a waste of time to my parents &
sis..
And writing a entry in my blog is a crime & makes everyone in my family angry with me..
It’s like they nv understand me at all..
When a guy stalked me home after my tuition last time..
i tried telling my mum and instead of comforting me..
She actually scolded me & said it muz have been tt I wore too skimpy clothes..
When I actually wore juz a shirt and shorts??
I juz dunno what 2 say..all I know is tt I can nv trust my family with anything at all..
Breakdown*
♥ poured out my thoughts at
10:36 PM
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