Sunday, July 25, 2004
Okie, today juz another regular Sunday.. morning go eat breakfast w/th my dad..then go library..
And as usual, dad dun wanna talk 2 me liddat.. then dun wan eat or whatever.. keep staring into space..
Ya, I know he is very stressed bout selling e house & stuff.. can understand.. but he doesn’t have 2 ruin my Sunday morning by ignoring me too right??
Haiz..so when elaine & me finished our breakfast..with his is still lying on e table..
I voiced out tt if he didn’t wanna eat, so be it lahz..cannot force him mah..
When I knew it was entirely wrong for me 2 speak liddat to him..
Haiz..feeling guilty now..& sad tt my dad is treating me liddat..
Am i juz a speck of dust in my dad eye, which he cannot wait 2 get rid of??
Anyway, ytd I went looking at flats w/th my mum & elaine after my tuition.. and I realized how bad e situation is..
It is like..i have 2 confine myself into apartments smaller than juz the 1st floor of my house now??
Not like I look down on HDB housing.. but after living in a terrace house for bout 3 yrs.. it seems as if I do..
I already feel so sianz to actually move already..but I juz nv imagined tt I would be moving 2 someplace tt is so small, with my study room is bigger than 2 rooms even..
U might think I am exaggerating, but I’m not..
What’s worst is I wun even have a study room let alone get my own bedroom..
I feel so downgraded lorx..haiz..
Dun want 2 talk bout movin house le..my heart aches tt the thought of it…haiz..
Hmmm..so erm, will be busy with a lot of things in this new week..
Gonna complete geog project, make a speech 4 the proposal thingy when the Citysuccess pple come down on fri, prepare 4 tests..
Very stressed manz..so bear-bear betta be here 4 me & go through this period of time w/th me..
Becoz I am really goin through alot now..juz tt I dun express it..
May god be w/th me too..guide me through all these roadblocks in life..
sighing off..
♥ poured out my thoughts at
8:15 PM
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