Tuesday, July 27, 2004
Feel much better today compared to ytd.. at least I didn’t cry or whatsoever..
Tried not to think so much.. becoz I had enough of crying already.. what’s the use anyway..
Bear-bear says he would be there for me if I ever need someone or feel helpless..
Promised not 2 turn away.. juz hope he would stand by me juz as he said.. would he?
Anyway, he said I was changing.. different.. am I?? Am I trying to turn away from everything and shut myself up..?
I dunno either.. I dun even know what I should do..
Esp. when my folks dun even wanna tell me bout what they are doing..
All they do is scold me 4 bein ignorant.. rebellious.. whatever..
But I can’t help it since they dun tell me anything rite??
I would juz end up bein left out of the decision making of what flat I’ll be moving to..
No clue on anything..
Should I actually hate my family for ignoring me? Fight back when my elder sis hits me?
Or should I juz remain silent as always.. walk the house like an invisible person.. and say nothing at all??
Haiz.. so helpless now.. like a bird without wings liddat..
Letting out my frustrations on my friend and jw for my misfortunes.. when I know I should not have done it..
Juz hope u guys wun hate me.. pls.. forgive me.. I know I was wrong.. pls dun hate me..
♥ poured out my thoughts at
9:45 PM
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