Thursday, November 04, 2004
<10.28p.m>
sometimes i juz hate myself so much..and everyone around me..
and i juz put up with everything..argh..i totally hate my life..
so screwed up..today supposed to go find job with sirui and she cancelled it last min..and then tml supposed to go watch movie with zx and he had to cancel it too..
what's wrong with everyone manz..shouldn't have even asked me in the first place if u guys were so uncertain rite??
damn..
<11.00p.m>
haiz..i guess i flared up..dunno what has gotten into me..
maybe i am juz so upset tt he is leaving tml..i dunno..
dunno why i'm crying either..haiz..
juz wish i weren't so weak..and stop crying at every single little thing..and stop listening to sad love songs..
but i juz can't help it..becoz somethings can't change anymore..haiz..
i dunno..really dunno what to do when he goes away for 2 weeks..
still cry almost everyday??
i seriously dunno..
what should i do??
♥ poured out my thoughts at
10:25 PM
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