Tuesday, November 30, 2004
if life could juz get any worst manz..damn..it's like my dad is so annoying..
i juz told him tt the comp shown tt the printer was low on ink levels when he asked me to type and print out some stupid document of his..when he was talking to some customer..and he juz had to shoot back at me say i interrupt him or something..
shouldn't have bothered to help him in the first place..juz so frustrated with my sis..in fact myself..shouldn't have created an msn account for her..
then let her talk to her tt damn teacher..then open both the msn messenger and windows messenger..jamm up the entire comp..
juz feel like deleting her entire account..plus her blog plus everything i helped her to do..
it's like i tell her so many countless times not to do tt le..and she juz nv listens to me..and even yells at me "who do u think u are, u are not even my mother lorx"..
hello?? i'm her sis..who is older than her by 7 yrs..
and i can't even take her in hand..damn..i'm juz so useless..
anyway..had co from 9am till bout 6pm todae..so tired..then during co, tt jialing right before the lunch break come tell me the way i play the daruan is wrong..
then i say biwei they all goin le so other time then tell me..and she juz had to gimme tt kinda face..
it's like i know i'm not perfect or whatever..plus i'm learning the instrument all by myself..and i'm an solo instrument player..and with my small size..i'm already practically hiding behind the huge daruan already lorx..
she think my daruan and her zhong ruan same same..so easy to hold..she try to play my instrument for 3 hrs straight lahz..
then she say what i like using alot of force..when she was the one who said tt she couldn't hear me in the first place and wan me play louder..
siaoz manz..say like nv say liddat..whatever lahz..
i not good then not good lorx..anyway i'm supposed to be cello bass section one..not plucking strings one mahz..u can't blame me for being so lousy..anyway, if u think i'm tt bad..u take my place in syf lorx..
i would gladly give up my spot for u..tt is if u get retained in swiss cottage..
which is very likely since u whole day come co..like nv study for o'levels de..
and if i'm really harsh..sorry bout tt..juz can't stand the way u give me tt look on ur face..like so bu shuang..
or maybe u juz didn't know u were showing ur displeasure..
ohwell, can' be bothered anymore..
anyway..cant go out tml..becoz everyone like busy then last min cancel this and that..
haiz..dunno lahz..juz so pissed off now..
bye
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9:59 PM
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