Wednesday, November 24, 2004
okie..i'm sick..having a little fever and headache..
but it's no biggie seriously..
well, went out to watch the incredibles with jonas, yuanruo, kenneth, xueying, xiuling and jieying..was late as usual..but oh well, i'm always liddat..anyway, really nice cartoon movie..jack jack is sooo cute..
however, the girl looks like someone from the addams family or something..freaky..
hmm, then tml supposed to watch taxi with chang yi but he like forgotten liaoz..then i also den feel like watching it..wanna watch the shutter and the forgotten!!!
but anyway, later will msg him..tell him we next week then watch..
ester also ask me go her house tml..dunno whether if i should..since my lil sis is goin too..but i nv catch up with her for quite some time le..
anyway..dad is saying me again..blah blah blah..
say what i nv do schwork..but it's like i afternoon do cannot meh?? damn it lahz..
he dun see dun see lahz..none of his bizness anyway..when did he ever bothered bout me anyway..
other than scolding me or ignoring me..he nv did anything..
i am juz a nobody to him..but oh well, he is a nobody to me too..
even if he dies soon enough..i wun even care to say the truth..becoz i nv felt he was ever there..
however..there's been something worse than tt..ever since i broke up with jw..
it seems as if there is this big empty space in me somehow..
like i'm hollow u know tt??
becoz i nv really had anyone there for me..always juz me, god and tt special someone..and also..sometimes i juz can't feel god there too..
and now tt there isn't this special someone around to care for me or whatever..talk to and stuff..i juz feel like i'm missing something..
but i dunno what's tt..or how to fill up tt hole or something..
gosh..
also,i dun think i still have feeling for him..juz treat him like a frenz now..
but he juz seems so cold to me now..
like he doesn't even wanna be frenz..
well, nothing i can do either..so tata
♥ poured out my thoughts at
9:37 PM
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