Thursday, December 30, 2004
juz feeling so damn low now.. i mean.. i can't believe how little family support i get lorx..
it's like, i already paid for my contact lenses myself..i nv ask u to sponsor me AT ALL..i saved up my own pocket money..
and now u curse me, say hope i get eye infection.. and then say tt you would loved to see how i am able to pay for the maintenience of my lenses..
damn it manz..and then it's already the last week of the hols.. plus when sch reopens, i have to study like siaoz for o's already lorx.. why can't u juz let me enjoy the last few days of stress free days??
seriously, i only have my eng and a little maths left tt is needed to be passed up on the 1st day of sch..not like i got tons of hw to finish..
i mean, my frenz all have understanding parents..except me..
my elder sis goes out all day long and she nv says a thing.. whereas i get all the scoldings..
my dad ignores me, dun talk to me, and stares at me like i am not his daughter or whatever..
now my mum curses me..
argh.. what's more??
ya, my lil' sis becomes like my elder sis and controls me, except me to buy something for her everytime i go out..
argh.. i know ivan's back..and i should be happy..and he asked me out too..
but i am juz in such a bad mood now..haiz.. what to do????
♥ poured out my thoughts at
9:10 PM
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