Friday, March 04, 2005
hmm..basically bored again so came online..
not really in a good mood..spoilt my new watch after juz 1 week, stupid me as always..
actually,i just wanted to de-stress after a long week away from the dear comp although it is situated juz a metre behind my study table..
aren't i good at self control..mangaed to keep my fingers away from the switch and on the comp..
yeah, i am so good at it now..study freak already mahz..one of the few genres of pple i hate..yeah..
i hate the way i am now..although i am not exactly growing white hair to show tt i am studyin so hard..i think i am tryin a lot harder than last yr le..
gone from a full time slacker cum late hw giver..to someone who studies for every test coming my way..
wow right?? yeah..life sux..
ms kaur is forcing us to watch another lit play..great..its COMPULSORY..
at least this play is related to our o'level set text unlike the previous one..
but i should count myself lucky for managing to sell my ticket last min to someone else..or i would have sat through 2 stupid and boring plays tt have nothing to do with anything..
too bad for my other dear lit classmates tt wasted 28 bucks..
hmm..ms kaur is juz plain irritating lahz..offended alot of pple, but she has backup, mr 'sarshi' or whatever u call it lahz..our pe teacher..
wonder why he actually spoke up for her..during our pe lesson..bout pple wanting to drop lit..to think tt i actually always thought tt noone would like ms kaur all along..now i know..
but anyway, the 'holy trinity', of me and my good pals candice and shuli are pissed off with her for getting on our nerves..esp, they 2..
but well, juz gotta tolerate her till we leave sec4..
and my dad too..one day when i grow older, i'll move out and nv come back again..
since he or anyone in the family dun likes me..
whole day say what i playing nv study..
hello?? juz becoz u see me very little dun mean tt u can accuse me of things tt i nv do okie?? dun think tt u are damn clever..know what the hell i'm doin..becoz u dun know a damn thing bout what i'm doin..
i use the comp once a week and u say i almost everyday using..
pls for goodness sake, open ur damn eyes wide and see carefully okay..
i DO NOT use the comp often lorx..only once or twice a week..
so dun anyhow say things tt u dun even know..
sumore, if u want me to treat u like a father, first treat me like a daughter..
u dun even have the basic manners old man..
a simple hi is even too hard for u to say..
and when i say hi, u juz simple ignore me..
so why would i want such a father like u who doesn't even care??
its a plain easy thing..so if u want it tt way..fine..
ignore me all u want..i can't be bothered with u too..
haiz..juz hate it when i keep scolding and typing out so many negative things..
but sometimes u juz can't help it can u??
actually tt's more..but i juz dun wanna risk typin it all out..
knowing the possibilities of certain pple reading and spreadin it all around..
becoz i know what a simple sentence can ruin u..
anything in ur blog can work against u..
ya..some pple are just waiting to see u fall into the bottomless pit..
so i'll stop here and leave things unsaid..
bye.
♥ poured out my thoughts at
10:24 PM
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