Friday, March 18, 2005
somtimes when u think so much..it gets to u..
and things start going the wrong way..
when u have encounters with something inhuman..
blowing cold air at the back of ur neck..
and u cant breathe properly and stiff up..
what should u do??
do u start crying dry tears..
or keep praying to god to help you??
and even if god protects u this time..
does it mean tt u can sleep in peace every night once again..
or u are scared tt it would come back again, and u dun sleep??
sometimes i juz wonder why such things dun happen to other pple..
things unexplainable..
sudden mood swings tt come back all of a sudden..
i muz be thinking too much..
when u are all alone with no one to turn to..
and u feel like sayin everything out..
will tt someone care and understand??
in ur mind, a negative answer appears
when ur head starts throbing so hard all of a sudden..
u feel extreme pain
as if ur damn brain is goin to explode anytime..
are u sure someone is out there to help??
or u cry silent tears..and nv let those tears ever flow down..
dun ever show ur weakness to others
pple are keeping things from you..
but the more u think..
the more u wonder if what u think actually matters..
but how can you get ur answers??
theres a distance separating the two of u..
how to get rid of tt barrier tt appeared outta nowhere??
u start thinkin bout the past..why things nv work out..
and u think of the present..
will things end up broken again??
such stuff are unexplainable..
and only i would understand..
no one else..
as they say,
the most u can trust a man is 95% outta a 100%..
but the more i think..
its way way below tt..
the result of being paranoid..
♥ poured out my thoughts at
9:03 AM
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