Saturday, April 02, 2005
juz came home and had an urge to write this entry becoz i have something to say and my fingers are juz dying to do some exercise..
well,as u know, the world is so freakin unfair..
certain pple have luxurious and wonderful perfect lives while the others are juz subjected to a condemned life..like me for example..
tt's right..
this world is so full of bias, pple are nv treated equally..
some born pretty and clever and intelligent..while those like me are not..
i am an imperfect person with a screwed up life,and i nv ever get things done..and all i do is procrastinate..
you know,i am juz so fed up with my life i hate myself..
also, as u can see, my blog dun have much vulgarities or any swearing words whatsoever..tt's juz me now..after i changed for the better a yr back..
but somethings juz dun change at all..
esp the way i feel bout certain issues..and the thoughts tt i can nv get rid of..
so, tt's what i wanna talk bout today..its bout u..
ya, u are so freakin secretive bout everything..hiding this and tt..
u make me wonder why i even bother to ask u ques tt u wun answer..
i know i am feeling rather stressed up..
so sometimes i rather choose not open my mouth to talk..and u becum buaisong and ur tone is freakin sarcastic..it irritates me..
but i dun show it,i smile and laugh..put on a show when in my mind,its a diff story..
and,sometimes i wonder what am i doin..tryin so hard to make things better..
becoz i see u 'so often'..and judging by the way i see it..
i dun think i can communicate with u..
maybe i feel this way becoz i am not in a good mood these days..
but i always try to put on a smile on my face and urs..
i always make it look okay..
i always nv complain bout u doin certain things tt i find annoying..
so i juz hope u learn to appreciate..
becoz although my tolerance is high..it doesn't mean long term tolerance..
and it doent mean tt i trust u..in fact i dun honestly..
so yep,tt's wanna i want to say..tata~
♥ poured out my thoughts at
5:48 PM
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