Monday, May 23, 2005
i did something tt i nv wanted to do today..but i still did it..
i broke up with ivan..
becoz throughtout the whole of today while we were out together..
i thought about alot of stuff..and revelation came..
ivan isnt happy being with me..
even something like watching starwars already is hard for him to tell me..
well..there is this awkwardness between us tt has increased since our last meeting 3 weeks ago..
and i can nv seem to communicate with him anymore..
so i knew it would be best tt i leave him although i still have feelings for him..
i believe tt i have tried my best in this relationship..i tried to take initiatives..i tried to find ways to talk to him, i always tried to ask him out all the time..
i always put him first before my friends..
i really really tried..
but still, i can never make ivan happy..
so i guess, i had let it go and not let this relationship drag any further..and stop giving him any more unhapiness..
he doesnt even need me..he has his friends to hang out with him all the time..
so yeah..i guess i did him a favour by asking for the break up.. since he was thankful for it..
in a relationship, if u really care for someone..u only want whats best for him..
u only want him to be happy..
so i hope tt dear ivan would find someone great in his life in future..
and i'll just be his friend..who would be there to help whenever he needs my help..
so this is the end of my rollercoaster ride..
bye
♥ poured out my thoughts at
7:57 PM
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