Thursday, June 09, 2005
i'm so damn pissed off now..
after seeing how many people out there are senseless and stupid human beings who only think for themselves..
first of all..to this 'good' friend of mine..
i msged to ask you if u wanted to go see shuli and support her for her competition..
the least u could do was to msg me back even if u didnt want to go..
it's better than ignoring an entire msg altogether right?
it's stupid..becoz i think u actually went out with ur bf and lied to ur mum again..
what a good friend u are..
then, for the rest of the girls..
u all were so enthu about going to support shuli..
i even planned the time and place to meet already..
and u guys can today morning msg me and say u didnt want to go anymore..
its saddening..even candice lied to me..
she said her mum didnt let her go out and she actually went out with jeff to suntec city..using the excuse to go support shuli..
but at least she admitted it..or else she is really really mean..
anyway..i feel sorry for shuli..
becoz nobody was accompanying me there..i decided not to go too since i didnt know my way to YMCA..
haiz..
and then to make things worst..i actually planned to go do homework with dw at the lib in the afternoon..
and u know what?
he went to the lib first then msg me ask if i wanted to go..
walao lehz..i can't believe how inconsiderate u pple are..
anyway, i didnt go anymore..becoz i seriously hate it when pple do this..
u dun msg me earlier tell me about it..
and then u go do something..
and u nv even say u are sorry about it..
and u expect me to be okay about everything..
and to add on to my misery..my mum took my sis out to shopping and didnt let me go..
i mean she so damn biased against me..
in fact, my whole family is..
everything i say is considered rude, inappropriate to them..
i am just treated like some outcast who is trash and a black sheep to the family..
all u know is how to make use of my religion against me..
when i get angry with u guys for being so mean and irritating..
u expect me to be forgiving right at that moment and not get angry at all juz becoz u think tt christians are supposed to be forgiving and kind and nice and gentle and very very very very very good tempered..
well, tt's stupid bulls**t..
in fact..my entire life is juz some stupid piece of paper ripped up into shreds and thrown into the sea already..
it is soaked up with water..
has digusting moss clinging to edges of the bits and pieces of it..
and nobody wants it anymore..becoz it's beyond hope of salvation..
♥ poured out my thoughts at
5:42 PM
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