Tuesday, September 06, 2005
When the going gets tough.. all I wanna do is just give up and go do the things I love the best..
Pursue an arts degree at Laselle
or go abroad and study archeology
or become a tourist guide and explore the world..
Or I could even write crossword puzzle books
or open a shop tt sells all things purple, turquoise and black
but in reality, is all these things possible..?
can I really go far without a cert to show tt I completed a certain level of education??
Well, life is basically stressful and we are all in a rat race..and all of us have to complete it till the end..
I hate to admit it but I am juz tired of life already..
not saying tt I wanna die..
but I wanna break free of the norms of society where everyone is forcing their way through to get to university..
I wanna be different and prove tt education is not needed for success..
But I am not courageous and neither am I brave enough to make such a bold decision..
I am someone who chooses to back away when a prob arises..
When my mum called me to say tt miss tan called her to tell her how badly I did for the mock chem paper..
I didnt go home with my head up high, ready to take punishment..
Instead I chose to wander around the shopping centre, trying to use retail therapy to hide my shame and disappointment..
I guess..i am not tt different from everyone else anymore..
Arent I am following rules and regulations on how to be a human?
Yes I am..timid like everyone else..
♥ poured out my thoughts at
9:30 PM
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