Monday, April 17, 2006
my mind is spinning round and round..
its as if it might heat up and explode anytime..
yes, i'm sick, as in physically and not mentally..
BUT i stubborn-ly still attended sch today..
partly becoz i didnt want to miss my lessons, (i'm a nice obedient kid)..
BUT also becoz i would get to see him, even if it was just for a short moment of time during assembly..
although i seriously hate to admit the fact tt i really do miss him after not seeing him for 3 whole days..
haiz..and when i returned him his water bottle, he didnt even say "thanks"..when it is basic manners tt even a 3 yr old kid knows how to say..
and at tt moment of time, it made me regret coming to sch..
it made me feel stupid for listening to my heart instead of my mind..
furthermore, i had to do my 2.4km run today under the intense hot sun..
and i almost wanted to vomit out my gastric juices becoz i didnt eat breakfast..
and when my classmates showed care and concern,
like ting ting helped me buy food, alvin lent me his towel and helped me get my file from my locker..
and ili accompanied me home after i signed out early at bout 3pm..
i felt a ping of hurt in my heart, as i wished tt he had at least msged me a 'get well soon' msg last night..
but he didnt..
i guess i was thinking too much..
thinking tt he would care for me..
but in the end, i am just lying to myself.. :(
♥ poured out my thoughts at
5:11 PM
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