Monday, May 29, 2006
i finally changed the blog layout..to suit my blog address..
and although its all pinkish, i thought tt it was actually rather sweet and charming..
hahaz..
anyway, the change in my blogskin also means a change in my life..
a change in the way i see things now, and a change in my future plans..
it means the absence of kenn from this moment onwards and the letting go of one terrible r/p..
it means the end of tolerance and the act of giving up..
it means love turning to hate..
hatred for one who betrayed my love and cheated me time and again..
AND i'm not trying to make things sound oh-so-serious,
i'm not trying to make him read this and come back to me..
i'm not wanting him back..
ALL i only want is for him to feel regret..
remorseful for whatever stuff he did to me..
fall and suffer and never stand up again..
and stay far away from me
becoz i just wanna calm myself down,
i wanna take a break..
i wanna give myself another chance to love again..
and i wanna be able to look in the eyes of another man and say from the bottom of my heart, 'i love you'..
♥ poured out my thoughts at
11:46 PM
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