Sunday, July 16, 2006
other than the occasional sadness and unhappiness,
everyone seems just so happy ya know..
except for me, and i know, ws and tingx2..
guess its true tt the further u sink into a r/p,
the harder it is to let go of it..
its like i see myself suffering like its hell out there..
whereas he smiles and have fun and has the time of his life..
really, it sucks knowing tt he is not suffering too manz..
tt he doesnt get the rightful punishment for hurting me so badly..
i know i very mean for thinking this way lahz..
but i really hate the way i'm feeling..
the stupid sucky lovesick feeling..
and i know there's s thousand million billion better guys out there..
somewhere..
but i only want one particular guy..
tell me i'm stupid...
♥ poured out my thoughts at
2:40 PM
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