Saturday, May 19, 2007
hmmm, also..
dunno why i started reminising
bout the past with kenn last night..
i'm not gonna pretend nothing happened too lah..
because it would mean tt i am lying to myself
anyway, it has been some time already..
and i am supposed to get over him already..
but well, my sis told me tt last week
he was in e neighbourhood,
walking past her at the blk next to ours..
and it was like, "what is he doing here?"
and he also msged me good luck for my bowling tournament..
SOOOO..
i am just wondering why the hell
he is like entering my life again..
when we stopped talking literally
for a month or two already..
ARGH..
this feeling sucks..
because no matter what i do,
i can nv have him outta my life..
because we share the same friends..
his so-called best friend
is the longest friend i've known whom i confide to..
we play the same sport..
we are in the same school..
and i dun understand my own feelings either..
i hate the fact tt he seems to be drawing nearer..
i wanna prove tt i dun need him..
i cant forgive him for hurting me so many times..
but yet, tt day when we all had an outing
to vivo to watch spiderman3..
and when i was terribly sick sick sick..
i actually wished tt he was there for me..
only him..
WHY??????????????
argh..
i dun wanna think further liao..
haiz..
dun wanna cry over him anymore..
i'm done being hurt..
♥ poured out my thoughts at
9:41 AM
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