Tuesday, July 08, 2008
well, i wanted to blog yesterday
because there was seriously something tt i wanted to say
but my comp was cranky ytd night..
after waking up today..
tt strong feeling has somehow subsided..
bacause i had an extremely scary dream last night..
about a cult group..
and how they were in large numbers and wanted to
transform the world to make everyone under their control..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..........
oh well..
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anyway, yesterday i saw my dad on the lrt
when i was on my way home with penny..
said hi..
then when i was walking back home alone with my dad
just realzed how distance i have been from my dad..
because i was trying to keep up with his footsteps..
in my high-heels..
and looking at his silhouette before me..
it is just stranger to me..
and there wasnt anything to say to each other in the lift either..
dead silence..
seems like a hi bye friend to me..
wonder if i should feel ashamed or what :(
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and i cant believe you dun know i can swim..
after being tgt for such a long time..
u still dun know tt..
u should really start making an effort to understand me
or even know me..
disappointment..
further piled on top of the relevation stated above..
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then me, penny and shiyi were talking about growing up..
on the mrt home ytd..
encompassing fear, anxiety, ageing, maturity..
and then it went into a talk about the end of the world..
circle of life..
kinda scares me..
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anyway, tt was basically what made me wanna blog ytd..
alot of things were runnning through my mind..
but when i woke up this morning..
most were washed out by the stupid dream..
haha..
too bad :S
♥ poured out my thoughts at
11:46 AM
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