Saturday, March 19, 2011
many years have passed since i started this blog.
now, i am no longer someone who needs to write down all her feelings on pen and paper
or blog abt her daily life for all to see.
but just because i no longer do that,
doesnt mean that i dun need the world to see me anymore.
just because i dun tweet, chat on msn, or leave facebook updates
doesnt mean i am invisible.
i thought that i can connect with my friends on other channels.
like meeting up for a meal, or just to talk over tea, or over sms or phone?
but no one evers ask me out, or calls me other than my own boyfriend.
am i really that pathetic?
do i really think i have friends when in fact i have none?
why is it that i am always the one asking, trying and making an effort and the one being rejected?
i really dont want to feel this way.
But i am constantly being reminded to stay clear-minded
and be mindful that 'though you have many friends, many arent true. you have plentiful of 小人 around you'
what should i believe in?
:(
♥ poured out my thoughts at
10:33 PM
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