i juz have no more energy to plead with u to patch back anymore..
i'm exhausted..grow white hair already..
becoz i have to cope with so many things too..
& it's so much worst having to try and try so hard to get us back together again..
yet it failed..
so i juz gotta accept the facts tt its not possible for us anymore..and let go..
u think u are busier than me..goin through even more..but how would u know when u are not me?
i'm not like u u know..i am not used to dealing with so many things..
i dun give myself stress to study hard..i have stress given to me instead..
so it's not an option tt i can choose..it is a requirement i have to fulfill..
and its not easy..
anyway, u wun understand..
haiz..guess in the next few weeks, more white hair will appear..
maybe i should juz end my life..why bother living when its so hard?
