Friday, December 31, 2004

hmm..new yr's tml lehz..
wow..sch reopening le..damn..hate it..
got o'levels..die..

budden..i enjoyed myself this 2 weeks lahz..went out with ivan..blah blah blah..
so no regrets lahz..

then i finished my physics hw too..wow right?? actually only workbook lahz..
then i will finish my eng too..then the bit and pieces of my maths..
then tada!! finish liaoz..woah..
chem can heck care..wun collect de..

anyway..i still can't blow bubblegumm..such a failure manz..

Thursday, December 30, 2004

juz feeling so damn low now.. i mean.. i can't believe how little family support i get lorx..

it's like, i already paid for my contact lenses myself..i nv ask u to sponsor me AT ALL..i saved up my own pocket money..
and now u curse me, say hope i get eye infection.. and then say tt you would loved to see how i am able to pay for the maintenience of my lenses..

damn it manz..and then it's already the last week of the hols.. plus when sch reopens, i have to study like siaoz for o's already lorx.. why can't u juz let me enjoy the last few days of stress free days??

seriously, i only have my eng and a little maths left tt is needed to be passed up on the 1st day of sch..not like i got tons of hw to finish..

i mean, my frenz all have understanding parents..except me..
my elder sis goes out all day long and she nv says a thing.. whereas i get all the scoldings..
my dad ignores me, dun talk to me, and stares at me like i am not his daughter or whatever..
now my mum curses me..

argh.. what's more??
ya, my lil' sis becomes like my elder sis and controls me, except me to buy something for her everytime i go out..

argh.. i know ivan's back..and i should be happy..and he asked me out too..
but i am juz in such a bad mood now..haiz.. what to do????

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

hmm..seriously bored.. and broke..
i mean, i juz got my contacts today and paid the balance..

then i no money liaoz..haiz..and everyone is like asking me out, bernice and biwei..
and i was also planning to go out with ivan 1 more time be4 sch reopens..

but kinda impossible..

anyway, contact lenses really mafan.. then also hard to put in.. but i wun be wearing them everyday lahz..
still have to buy the cleanser and protein tablets..

so erm, ya.. gonna save up alot of money manz..

anyway.. gtg le..yep.. so bye!!

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

okie.. i didn't update ytd becoz i came back really late then got into quite alot of trouble..
well, i lied to my mum about goin to a co concert when i actually went out with ivan, bernice and melissa to orchard to see christmas lights.. the bad thing was tt, my mum wasn't taken in, and even said she wanted to see my ticket lorx.. so i decided to tell the truth..since i didn't think i wanted to make up more lies liaoz..
and went i came home, i quickly sat down to write a note of confession and apology to my parents for lying, then went to shower and slipped the note under their bedroom door..

hmmm, guess tt helped me out since my mum didn't really punish me after all..she juz scolded a little..and said tt if i told her nicely, she would have let me out..wow, she really suddenly so nice le meh?? lolx..

anyway, in the morning, bernice and mel asked me out at 10 and we went all the way to orchard..
and the first thing we did?? take neoprints.. lol, but mel sponsored us.. since she brought so much money.. 120 bucks lehz..
i only had bout 17 bucks to spend, since the rest had to be put away for my contacts..
so, after tt, we juz walked around in heeren, cineleisure, far east, they bought t-shirts, perfume, mascara, nail polish, shoes.. blah blah blah..
i bought a white polish, and blue base coat, and a blue hand cuff with a star in the middle.. really nice!!

and then the whole time, i was so excited.. waiting for ivan to come.. heez..
since he had co then went to watch kung fu hustle with his mates..
so met him at orchard mrt station at 6.30pm, and then introduced him to mel and bernice.. then i parted with them two... and went walking along orchard with ivan..
was really fun.. since we juz keep walking and talking crap..

then decided to have dinner but ivan couldn't eat becoz of his ulcer..
so we settled for coffee bean.. and we bought 2 drinks and shared..dunno what we actually ordered..then tasted to bitter manz.. lolx.. so we poured 1 drink into the other and shared..
well, bernice and mel msged me and came over to coffee bean too.. then they sat at one table near us, looking over the entire time.. so awkward siah..

then ivan had a bet with me tt they would follow us.. and the loser had to treat the winner to a movie..i lost!! since they followed us lorx.. but ivan said tt it wasn't rigt for a guy to let a girl treat him..so gentleman!!!

aww..heez..then we went and walked along orchard again.. admired what's left of the christmas lights..
then we took a train to marina bay and back.. talking on the mrt.. singing and stuff.. it was so fun to hang out with him..

plus, bernice said tt ivan looks very caring..and cute with his braces.. =)..
he is seriously so cute and attractive when he smile..
but then again, next yr sec 4 le.. muz study..
but i can try to get into acjc, and cont. bein frenz with him for the time being..

anyway.. he's away on a trip in malysia from today till thurs..
hope time will pass quickly and i can see him again..=)

Monday, December 27, 2004

okie.. my stupid sis is like yelling at me now.. whatever..
i also juz came back lorx.. and she nv mentioned tt she wanted to use the comp..
and now she is like saying it's her routine to use the comp at this hr??
heck her manz..

anyway.. today cip started at around 12.30 and i went there like 45 min late.. could not find the location..
then helped set up the stall, and then poovan helped me do a henna tatoo.. so nice!
hahaz.. then shuli and candice pull me go door to door sell the stuff our class selling to raise funds..
then benjamin joined us too.. and imran, weishun they all followed suit go other block sell also..

really fun.. then went back to the stall rest a while..then i go buy straws fold into stars give those little kids tt pass our stall..
and then had rehearsals liao..

so my role was to be some bitchy girl.. who giggle and giggle and stuff..
wah.. hard lorx.. since i am not like tt one.. so practise practise alot of times the stupid way of walking, then rehearse a few times..blah blah blah..

then after tt i went into make up mode.. but this time, i actor so no need help put on make up.. instead, ms kaur helped me..
then put until my cheeks and lips so red.. since it's stage make up..then my frenz say i look like witch arh, zombie bride arh..living dead whatever..
pple see me laugh already wor.. haiz..

so the play was shortened a whole lot so it was okie lorx..
then called lil sis to ask my dad to fetch me home..

so tt's bout it.. ya.. tired.. feet hurting.. buaiz!

Saturday, December 25, 2004

okie.. hmm..today so happy..
hahaz.. not to sound too desperate though..
i went out with ivan.. yep.. go so many places until ezlink card like no money le..
went woodlanes to meet him.. then go yishun, then bishan, then clark quay, then esplanade, then marina square and lastly, suntec..

siaoz right?? walk so much.. but dun think can compare to tt time walk from marina bay to city hall yet.. hahaz..

okie.. well, he was a really nice dude.. help me carry bag when he saw me like struggling with it..
actually is he stuff my bag into his own bag lahz..lolx..

so i guess i exercised so much today manz.. good siah.. since whole hol i eat, sleep, watch tv.. getting so fat..

then mon i goin out with him to see christmas lights again.. wah.. so cool..
since hol ending le muz enjoy right??

so i end here le.. so tired..
reach home so late..
hmm.. tml muz perform the lit christmas concert thingy..help move props, do costumes check or whatever, set up the stalls and banner i drew.. so erm.. tata then!!



hmmm.. it's christmas!!
yay!! and i am goin out with ivan at 12 pm!!!
so happy manz.. i mean.. i seriously can't believe it..
but no one like wanna watch the movie oceans twelve other than sien but she like nv even contact me..
so ivan offered to accompany me.. so excited manz..
plus he said he wanted to watch the fockers too so he treat me to the 2nd movie..
so nice right??

my goodness.. it's like.. although i aren't having the best christmas this yr..
i am glad tt at least i am in a good mood..
and tt i can out tml!!

juz can't wait for tml!!!!!

Thursday, December 23, 2004

i'm like really in such good mood nowadays..
all becoz of this one dude tt captured my heart..
it's like, since sat, i've been thinking of him so much manz..

i mean, his smile is so nice even when afar..
and i juz got so so so attracted to him..
and sumore, he shares a lot in common with him..

anyway.. have been smsing him non-stop for the past few days..
and i still dun dare ask for his pic..
then shuli and candice keep saying i very timid..
ya what.. first time i chasing guy u know.. no experience..

anyway, i dun even know whether he is interested in him..
and what if he already forget how i look already??
gosh.. i am seriously love sick manz..



okie.. i'm like in the comp lab 3 now.. listening to boring mr wee's lesson..
seriously..i think he has short term memory or something.. ytd teach the lesson already.. today teach all over again.. siaoz..

anyway..on tues.. went out with jisun and sirui..since the rest of pple all dunno what happen.. cannot go..
anyway.. we went to bp plaza eat first before heading down to orchard to walk and take neoprints..
well, i treated jisun to eat and stuff.. since i told her tt was her birthday prezzie from me.. lolx..

then after tt we go far east and orchard cineleisure to take neoprint..
so funny.. heez..

anyway, tt day was the first time jisun and sirui say i look matured lehz..
sumore say i look like poly student..heez..
becoz i think first time they see me wear jeans..hahaz.. quite duh in fact lorx..
am i really tt childish in my dressing all the time??

hmm.. then ytd had physics remedial at 8 in sch, then had chem remedial till 12..
and had my emaths re-exam.. well, easier this time.. think i should be able to pass bahx..
since i have my prince charming's luck.. hahahaz..

so today..i am stuck in physics again.. sianz.. yep..
said it juz now le..
so erm..hope today's amaths test is easy too.. tata then!!

Monday, December 20, 2004

hmm..nv blog for so many days le..
well.. juz gonna run through what happened in the last few days..

sat, had music exchange with christ church sec..
well, not as bad as i thought it out to be..
since i met this guy tt i think i have a crush on now..heez..
anyway, their sch co standard quite good bahx.. esp their percussion section..
then cello section only one good apple and the rest is rotten apple..
hahaz..

anyway, i finally got tt guy's email add.. the guy i have a crush on..
he actually added me lehz.. heez.. so happy manz..

okay.. stop dreaming.. anyway, back to updating..

ytd, morning went with hafidz to deliver hamsters to jodee's house..
was in their little plot to trick jodee's mum into believeing the hamsters were mine and not hafidz..
well, her mum believed us.. phew..
then i also borrowed 40 bucks from jodee to pay for my contacts..

then went home and at night.. i went to lot 1 with my family to celebrate my lil' sis birthday at pizzahut..
then bought another pair of shoes..

today.. found out tt i bought 2 left shoes ytd.. so i went to lot 1 with my lil' sis to change it..then went to pay for my contacts so i can get them next week.. and then pay the balance..
then walk walk there and went home

after tt at around 4, jodee called me ask me go out with her since her passing out parde for choir ended early..
so i went to causeway point with her walk walk.. then she bought a pair of dangling star earrings..
and then 6+ le.. so i go home..

& now i'm sitting in front of the comp screen.. worrying bout my re-exams..
while thinking bout celebrating jisun's birthday tml..
goin bowling again..

anyway.. i think my blog is getting boring.. whatever.. bye..

Friday, December 17, 2004

hmm..haven't blogged for like 2 days..
so i juz say what i did in the past few days lorx..

okie..on wed, went bowling at bp plaza with joson chua, weizhe, zhiying, wanting and vivian..
very fun..me, jc,wz one team then the rest another team..
well, we lost to them for 2 games.. budden nvm lahz..
anyway..very funny lorx.. it's like we were taking pics of one another then see how hilarious we looked when we bowled..
i think i looked absolutely bad.. since i even dropped the bowling ball on the ground once and everyone there was like pointing and staring at me.. lolx..

hmm, then i went to meet my lil' sis and mum who were shopping at bp plaza too..
then i bought my 2nd pair of sch shoes.. and a pair of purple high heels..
but actually a bit embarrasing since they are from bubblegummers..
but really nice.. and my feet small what.. so can wear kiddy shoes lorx.. hahaz..
but i wanted another pair of heels too.. but can wait next time then buy lahz.. dun wan waste my mum's money..

and then ytd, had the music exchange with keming pri and sembawang pri..
well, pretty fun except for the fact tt i had to wake up early in the morning, get dressed in the awful co outfit..and go to sch on time at 7.45 am..when the thing only starts at 2 am..waste my time only..
anyway.. the pri sch kids were so cute.. esp those from keming.. all so small size..
too bad i werent their age.. or else i wopuld have fallen in love with the cute little guys liaoz.. hahaz..

so today.. i didnt go for cip and lit in sch.. since i had piano lesson in the afternoon and had to practise in the morning..
so i dunno anything tt is happening curreently for lit..
oh well, nvm de lahz..

then tml i goin to sch again for music exchange with christ church sec..
and problem is, i dun look forward to it at all.. haiz..
its sianz lorx..
but tml is my lil' sis birthday too.. so i would like to wish her happy birthday too.. =)

so nothing more to say le.. tata

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them.
Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and
physical beauty.
Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often.
Treats friends importantly. Always making friends.
Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated.
Does not care of what others think. Emotional.
Decisive. Strong clairvoyance.
Loves to travel, the arts and literature.
Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned.
Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift.
Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence.
Loves children.

okie.. i got this from friendster and it is somewhat true..
howver, horoscopes can nv be taken true since there are more than a billion pple born in the month of october..
so it can nv apply to everyone..

yep.. so tata!!

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

another plain boring day..with juz a pile of hw on my table waiting for me to finish.. but then again.. i seriously cant be bothered..

anyway.. i used the entire morning and afternoon to practice piano today before goin for lesson.. well, no choice lorx.. want to get diploma in march in 2006.. i muz work extra hard and practice more..
yep.. then can work as a music teacher part-time and earn bout 30-50 bucks an hr..
goor rite?? yep.. but first.. i muz get my diploma..haiz..

hmm..so i pon co for piano.. juz as well lahz.. since co is more sianz than anything else.. plus i have music exchange on thurs and sat.. i seriously dun wan to go for another practice le..

also..re-exams are next week and i haven't studied one bit.. maybe i should juz drop add-maths so tt i wun have so many subjects to cope with for the o'levels..
luckily my phys and chem get 60+ or else i also need to take re-exam for them arh..

then erm..alot of my good frenz are away.. on hols.. like biwei, bernice and jodee.. haiz.. can't find anyone to go out with me.. so lately i have been goin out with melody although i'm not really close to her..

one more thing..cip requires us lit students to put up a play for a christmas concert..but we are so against it..all ms kaur's fault..
does she really expect the lit students to be ready in 2 weeks?? as if lorx.. i dun think the actors can re-memorize the script..
so we are thinking of putting up a dance or something.. anything but the play again..
hope ms kaur will understand.. yep..

well, nothing much already..tata!

Monday, December 13, 2004

okie..i'm happy, worried and quite frustrated now.. i guess it's juz a mixture of feelings.. oh well.. i'm juz talking crap..

hmm..yep..happy becoz i went to lot1 with melody to check out bout getting contacts..and i am going to wear permanent soft lenses tt can last me for like probable 1 to 2 yrs..
already paid a deposit of 30 bucks..and i still need to top it up with 82 bucks..
and i wanna get them by this yr so tt i can wear them to sch next yr..

however.. one prob remains..i dun think i can get $82 by the end of this month.. since i know my mum will nv sponsor me..
haiz..how now..?? somebody help me!!

then also, i was like making christmas cookies juz now with my lil' sis for christmas and my mum juz had to ruin my mood by screaming at me..
damn lehz..it's like.. she was the one who told me not to make them in the afternoon but at night..
and now she is goin back on her word?? manz..

anyway..i'm juz plain bored now.. and i have to take my sis piano lesson tml and pon co.. juz as well.. getting so bored with all the practices already..

so..erm..ya.. tt's all for todae!

Sunday, December 12, 2004

b-i-n-g-o.. all thanks to tt bunny girl who drinks carrot juice cum talk gibberish rabbit language.. long ears stuffy fur.. name is jisun.. i have tt stupid song stuck in my head from ytd till now..the b-i-n-g-o song..

gosh..there's really something wrong with me..ha..i knew it..
u know..maybe i should see a pyschiatrist or go woodbridge hospital
to do some check up..to like make sure tt i'm alright..

haiz..all that hol stress is killing me..yes.. the going back to sch almost every single day.. it's tiring u know tt..

if only someone would knock tt miss lim down while she crosses the road..co wun be tt bad..okie..maybe i'm really mean to say tt.. but seriously..she drives me nuts..
i hate her attitude.. the way she stares at me when there is nothing wrong with my attire..

i juz dunno what's wrong with her.. siaoz one lehz.. like she trying so so hard to come up with something bad bout me.. so tt she can reprimand me in front of everyone.. is tt right??
i mean.. the way she scolded biwei on sat.. woah.. she is not bw's mum lorx..
she is seriously in no position to scold bw..

and what's wrong with being late..as long as u do show up for practices huh??
at least we nv pon co right??
so why muz she crap so much & make such a big fuss bout lateness..manz.. if i could juz push her off a 25 storey building or something..

okie..so today i nv did anything much except watch tv and more tv and more tv..
and sleeping like a pig.. i like so fat now i dun dare look in the mirror..
haiz..sad case..
and also, today i watched the orchestra night vcd for fun and i realised tt it was boring u know..i juz wonder how the pple actually managed to sit through the entire thing and not go off during the interval break..hahaz..

okie.. i criticised enough for today..so erm..peace everyone..nightez!

Saturday, December 11, 2004

yep, co camp is over.. bye bye to tt intensive training and whatever time wasted on stupid practices tt drain away all my energy..
so relieved..but then again.. next week is the music exchange.. haiz.. so sianz.. seriously it's juz a waste of my time..

hmm..so today mr poh came then we gave him the card we did for him then the coffee too.. and sweets.. in the end he insisted tt we leave the coffeemix in the co room so next time every week we juz make for him.. hahaz.. then the sweets ended up in the woodwinds sections.. kelvin lahz.. give them..

anyway..today had co till 4.30.. had full orchestra mahz.. next go ava room watch some weird video on the hong kong co..

well, i brought home my cello today sincee i can use jisun's sch cello for the music exchange.. then leaving it at home till sch reopens..ya.. so heavy arh.. infact my cello is the heaviest among all the other cellos lehz..

haiz.. who ask shuting break my old cello.. or else i wun need to change to this cello..but nvm lahz.. cursing and swearing wun do any good either.. hahaz..

hmm..then my dad is so irritating again.. it's like i practise cello juz now then he say what very noisy my mum sleeping.. ask me play in the morning..
he stupid or head got prob arh.. i morning in sch lorx.. how to practice?? he stupid stupid stupid lahz..

anyway..can't be bothered with him lahz.. the only times he talk to me is to scold me.. so what for care.. no use also.. might as well juz pretend it's some crow making noise or whatever..

oh well, i'm tired.. so bye

Friday, December 10, 2004

2nd day of music camp is over!!! internal music camp is over!!! yay!!
phew..it was frightening.. esp the co room so cold then make me shiver so hard tt my leg was trembling..

could feel my instrument shaking too..gosh..i guess i was really scared..
sumore i was sitting in between shuting and sirui..then had to give the cue with my bow..scary.. but i didn't really make any mistakes..
if i'm not wrong..hahaz..phew..

anyway, i was late for co on purpose again today..hahaz.. typical me..
then they have started on the 'design and give something to teacher' thingy already..
well, our section is giving mr poh one bag of sweet, one origami box of nescafe and one gigantic card..

heez..the markers i brought came into use..since 3/4 of my colour pens all dun work anymore..*sniff sniff*..
gonna buy again le since i'm always drawing this and tt and wasting ink..lolx..

hmmm..then i realised the internal music exchange was not at 1-2.30 already but at 4-5.30.. then it clasheswith my piano lesson..
so i had to call home ask my lil' sis switch her tue lesson with me.. then she dun wan..then my hp no batt..

then i got so scared and broke down and cried literally..and when i made the phone call, my section all left for lunch le..
then i was like really frustrated and stuff and i cried in the toilet..

and happens so, zhiyin they all brought tt jason yan into the girls toilet..lolx..then he saw me cry..
so em-barassing lehx..aiyou..

anyway..at last after borrowing several hps from my frenz and begging my lil' sis for like ages or what..she finally agreed.. phew..

so i gonna skip co next week for piano.. all becoz of the intenal music exchange thingy where the sec 3 group piece need me to 'thik thik thik' there.. haiyo..

seriously..if need to choose, i rather go for piano..
since my mum pay so much for it each month..then each lesson more than 50 bucks lohz.. since diploma le..
maybe next time i work as piano teacher part time to get back all those money my mum had to spend on me..

yep..anyway.. after co, i went to fetch my lil sis from piano lesson then we went bp plaza to get some stuff..then i bought 4 scream city azone foolscap pads..
all the 4 colours..siaoz rite?? hahaz..i suppose those foolscap pads can last me for a very long time..=)

hmmm..then i'm planning to get contacts next week..yeah!! becoz tt time i went to get my eyebrows done..melody said tt her mum dun wan let her wear contacts le..
so she is goin to pay for them herself through instalments..
so i thought i could do tt too..
asking her to bring me to the specs shop next week so i can see if i can really get my contacts finally..

begging my mum doesn't work anyway..so why not??

oh ya, i also learnt to play 'silent' by jay chou today lehz..hahaz..
john brought the scores he printed out of the net..
then we can duet it..very the nice wor..very easy also..

heez..hope he brings more scores so can duet..hahaz..

Thursday, December 09, 2004

The connection cable is back on!!! Yay..can surf the net already..woah..
Heez.. anyway..my sis borrowed the thing from her frenz so ya.. I can use inter-net liaoz..

Anyway..today had co camp..super duper sianz manz..keep practising and practising.. luckily I purposely late 1h 15 min or else I wun have enough sleep..

Anyway..tml still have co then I have to rush off for my piano lesson..
Well, got the internal music exchange or else I won’t even be goin for co..
Haiz.. nv practise piano this week..then tml morning can’t practise last minute too..argh..die le..

Also..today go sch my frenz say my plucked eyebrows make me look very fierce.. like those kinda chi opera singer.. woah..really?? hahaz..i nv look fierce one..so always kana bully by frenz..
Then sirui and jisun always try to push me into the guys toilet through tt broken window or the open storeroom beside the girls toilet..
Haiyo..more childish than me.. heez..

Hmm..but at least some pple think my eyebrows look okay..like jason.. hahaz..thanks guys.. yep..

So nothing to write le..buaiz!!

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

So.. co camp starts tml.. and I’m planning to go late..
I guess I’m juz not ready for the 30h plus camp for 3 days.. it juz totally sucks really..
But I have to play for the internal music camp no matter what..
Haiz..i juz hate co..

Anyway, today I was supposed to go to the library with biwei and jisun at bout 4.30 to study and do our hol hw.. then I was meeting melody earlier to go orchard to get our eyebrows shaped..
So I actually brought my books out then on my hp saw biwei’s msg say tt she could not make it..

And then changed my sling bag to a handbag and went out.. then met mel at bukit gom-bak station..
Well, she had to lie to her mum say she go guides and wear sch uniform..
Then go orchard le then change..
Hmm..so when we reached orchard.. we went around looking for cosmetics counters to ask bout whether they do eyebrow shaping..
A lot needed appointments and stuff.. like anna sui and shu umera..

Then we went paragon.. to the fifth floor.. and they did eyebrow shaping without needing an appointments!! Plus..it was cheaper.. with a lot of salons there..
We chose Hollywood Secrets..
Well, the pple there were really friendly..

And the person who helped me pluck my eyebrows even taught me how to darken my brow with the eyebrow pencil liner.. so cool..
Ya.. although the process was painful..i thought it was worth it.. since my eyebrows look a lot better now..

Hmm..then mel had to reach home at bout 4 to babysit her bro..
And biwei actually could find time to go library le..
However my lil sis wanted to watch the incredibles.. edna mode is so cute!! Hahaz.. tt superhero costumes designer..
Anyway, I went back home and brought her to lot 1 to watch it..
So I watched it twice le..but my mum sponsored us so nvm..heez..

Oh ya..i also went bloominton greeting at the heeren to buy this Beauty in a Box thingy.. very cute and girly..
And also bought my sis this furly and colourchanging pen at taka for her birthday..

Yep..so tt’s bout it..gtg le..sis wants to use comp..nagging and nagging at me..oh well, bye!!

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

Hmm..another Tuesday night..with the cold wind blowing against me..

I’m tired..really tired..after co spring cleaning today and full orchestra right after that..gosh..i wonder how I am goin to survive through the co camp on thurs till sat..

Woke up at 6.30 am today.. was so reluctant to go to sch..but no choice..
Haiz..then go sch use the pledge tt jogn bought to wipe my cello and daruan..
Then had nothing much to do.. practised cello.. then stand outside the classroom talk with bernice bout everything.. becoz she’s like one of the few pple whom I have something in common with..

Then ate lunch with her at mac.. couldn’t finish everything.. so I brought back all my fries to co, let lina and my other juniors eat..
Anyway.. we saw dora and she started talking to bernice about debate or whatever ..and I said hi too.. but she juz plainly ignored me..

Anyway..dora’s juz some pathetic bitch who makes a huge pimple plantation.. some loser with huge attitude probs..
Next time when I see her, I should not be so friendly to her anymore manz.. would rather juz slap her..

It’s like she knew tt I was with bernice and she juz stuck to her like superglue..talk and talk non-stop..although me and bernice rolled our eyes so many times very obviously..

Maybe she juz doesn’t get the fact tt she is so digusting and unlikeable.. ugh.. see her face really want to puke..
Add in the fact tt she actually thinks tt she can play the dizi better than ruiguang lohz... gosh..
I think she should juz look at herself manz..no, maybe not.. I think the mirror shatter if she stared into it less than 5 seconds arh..hahaz..

Juz hate her to the core now..so rude..always greet her she juz ignore me and act like she so big..
Think tt she so great..she so pretty.. got ruiguang and jason like her.. ha, like real.. if I were jason, I would ask her out on a raining day then dun go..Make her wait in the rain like some idiot..

Anyway..everyone in co does not like her..in fact, no one would actually like this girl who tucks in her blouse so much to show others what big assets she have.. pls girl, juz give it up will you??
Okie..i’m done talking bout this digusting person.. now onto ytd..

Yep..ytd was the day I went out with my mum, sis, lil’ sis to shopping in ages..since last yr?? I dun even know how long ago was it already..heez..

Actually my lil’ sis wanted to go wild wild wet but the weather forecast said tt it would rain all over s’pore..so we din’t go in the end..and went orchard instead!!

But we only walked 3 shopping centres in 5 hrs..taka, paragon and wisma..those few places tt I dun really go.. since they are more for adults..
Anyway, my mum bought me and my lil sis walkie talkies, me a hairbraiding device, my lil’ sis a spray art airbrush pen set for christmas..
But we opened the walkie talkies already..could not wait..hahaz..
And we are like talking to each other all the time ever since last night..

We even rushed to bp plaza to get batteries for our walkie talkies..

Well, if u think they are the old fashioned typo talking device..they are not..they are these portable UNDERCOVER GIRL ‘hip talkies’ which are blue and purple in colour.. and can even double up as a walkman..
Cool right?? =)

So fun.. hahaz.. anyway, me and my sis also bought lingerie.. and I bought a pair of shoes from the roxy shop at wisma..
It’s really nice..pink and white..
And if I change the shoe laces, I think I can wear them to sch!! Yay..

Anyway, It’s been a long time since I bought shoes..so I deserved it since my mum threw my sports shoes and the skethchers shoes away ever since we moved house..yeah..

Oh ya, my mum also bought a new rice cooker and my sis an oven to bake cookiesin too.. I wanna bake christmas cookies for my frenz.. heez..
So happy I went out ytd..got so many things..

Anyway..it’s walkie talkie time..=)..buaiz!!

Sunday, December 05, 2004

Okie..the inter-net hasn’t been working for the past few days..so I typed this in microsoft word..
Yep..it’s boring when the connection cable is not working..

And yet ur lil sis keep bothering you..and pestering you to let her use the comp.. it’s irritating.. and seriously it does get on my nerves..

And in the end, she will call my mum despite me letting her do what she wants and complain to my mum bout everything..tt’s great isn’t it..
Treating pple nice yet they dun appreciate it..

I guess tt’s the prob with me..i treat some pple too nicely and they take it for granted..
Some should juz know who they are.. but whatever..

Anyway..Friday was spent at home practising the piano for 6 –7 hrs before goin to miss neo’s house for practice..since tt is the only time I ever practice..
Hmm..chose all my diploma pieces finally..but I’m taking the exam in march 2006..
Since next yr got o’levels..

Haiz..it juz scares me..thinking tt next yr I cannot play or go out so often already..
Well, I guess tt’s life.. the older you get..the more stress they put you through..
Reality is juz really so harsh right??

Oh well, back to my update..on sat, I woke up late & realized tt I was late for co..
Then I quickly msged biwei say tt I cannot go becoz I was sick..bleax..
But I was indeed having a huge headache..dunno why..lately been having lotsa headaches..
Anyway..muz have been my lil’ sis again..she’s been stuffing urself with tons of tidbits this hols..and got herself sick, with fever and vomiiting in the middle of the night..gross..

Add in the fact tt I sleep next to her..my gosh..i was seriously a victim of her viruses, germs and stuff..

Hmm..so ytd was the first sat tt I actually pon co..not on purpose lahz..
But I suppose I might get scolded since I cannot produce an mc..
And even if I was really sick..i would juz self medicate..and not bother to see the doctor..coz it costs a lot seriously..
Note= doctors juz lurrve to charge you extra when they throw in an mc..really!!
I’m not goin to part with my money so blindly..duh..

Ya..and it’s sunday today..nv go church with tt ‘so-called’ frenz..
Oh well, can’t be bothered with him le..always seem so busy tt it seems so fake..
I guess he juz has such a big ego prob tt it might as well juz eat him up..
And why am I even talking bout him..it’s not worth my time seriously.. yeah..

Anyway, I feel tt I like very lonely nowadays or like got nothing to do one..
Then I would be stoning away for like a very long time..
Thinking stupid things.. writing a pre-blog entry in my head again and again..
Hahaz..i think tt’s me now.. the loner..
Seriously..maybe I’m juz not used to having nothing to do after 2+ yrs of having pple flood my hp with sms..then constantly having to reply the msges last time..
But I got over obsessing my hp now..i can even not on or look at it for the entire day now..
It’s good..at least I dun have to risk having my hp confiscated like before..

Add in the fact tt I dun talk on the home phone for hrs and hrs non-stop..
I’m a good girl now..heez..

Thursday, December 02, 2004

stop bugging me will you??
i already told u i dun love u anymore..dun u get it??
u are an annoying bitch who juz dun know when to stop..
already put up with u for so long le lorx..i had enough!!

reflect on urself manz..bout how u had treated me..how much trouble u had caused me..u are juz a troublemaker..a big fat liar..
someone who dunno how to appreciate..

i treated you so nicely..how could u do this to me??
how could u cheat on me..my goodness..why am i even toking to u??
manz..all those times u yelled and screamed at me..i did not say anything..
i kept quiet..i said sorry..
i nv ever cared about my pride..

but u really went too far this time..i can't forgive you..i juz can't..
despite all those things i did for you..
despite those times when i stood by you..
u were nv once grateful were you?? WERE YOU????????

i know u dun even care bout how i feel now right?
ya..u dun..becoz all u care iz about tt stupid face of urs..nothing else..

i juz dunno why i even loved you in the first place..

blah blah blah..hahaz..i'm crazy..seriously brain got prob..
acting like i'm some guy who is angry wif this girl..
gosh..what am i thinking??
maybe someone should call for the mental hospital..hahaz..
juz so bored..ahhhhhhhhhhhh..help me!!!!!



okie..i'm so irritated with my damn lil' sis..juz can't stand it when she sits beside me and look and look and look whatever i'm typing on the comp..and commenting on everything..it's so irritating manz..!!

anyway..i juz got home after watching the polar express with jisun and sirui..after we escaped from co practice..

we had the sec3 internal music camp piece rehearsal thingy from 9 and we got so sick and tired le..so we left during the lunch break at 1..
then we eat and headed for causeway point..
actually dunno whether will get scolded when we go on sat anot..lolx..since biwei also left but go home..then no seniors left..

however..really ms ling too much lorx..thurs go change to sectionals..want kill us liddat..whole day practice practice practice until i also sianz diao le..

oh well, the polar express was very nice..got so much christmas spirit ya know..
then the effects really good..make u feel like u taking a roller coaster ride..
budden at the end of the movie..my head was hurting, sirui felt like vomiting..
muz have been tt mentos orange sweets tt she bought..hahaz..

then i paid for all their movie tickets..becoz i owed jisun money then sirui no money..then i'm kinda broke now le..haiz..

oh ya, also, taufiq won s'pore idol!!!! yes yes yes!! so happy for him..if slyvester won i would be really disappointed lorx..anyway, i vote for taufiq..once..
hahaz..i know it's pathetic but i have to think bout my phone bill..becoz i did not exceed the sms limit last month and only needed to pay for the subscription fees ya know???
cool manz..and i'm not planning to exceed the subscription fees again..so yep..i'm a good girl now..unlike my sis who's bill is 90+ bucks..

hmmm..then ytd my sis invited trina (dunno how to speel) and 2 guy frenz over to our apartment..well, the guys were lame larx..then after s'pore idol..they went home..

and also..i uploaded one of the neoprints i took ytd onto frienster..or i mean my elder sis helped me..so erm..check it out..
i look really diff without my glasses..hahaz..
but one thing..i juz took off my specs..not wearing contacts..so my eyes very the small..hahaz..

okay..tt's all..buaiz!

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

hmm..waiting for the s'pore idol results now..yep..so exciting..!!
voted once for taufik..lol..wasted 50cents..

anyway, hope taufik wins..yeah!!

then wanted to go out so badly today..
asked so many pple out ytd, sien, sirui, jisun, liyana, chang yi, jodee, candice, chia chee, peisian, lina, weining, jason, kaishin, bernice..
then everyone busy..biwei accompany mum go facial, jisun sick, sirui go out with family, jodee is homebounded, bernice has to go sch..
blah blah blah..

then i got so sianz..budden i asked melissa todae and sien and they agreed to go out wif me..go orchard!! lolx..actually mel wanted vivian to go then she go one..but could not contact viv, so she still went along..

well, i was late as usual..then we met up at bg mrt station then go together..
so we went heeren walk walk and take neoprint..
then i bought the pencil box tt me and jodee last seen at jp's wallet shop..saw it at the heeren..really liked it alot..
then mel bought the same pencil box with a diff design and colour too..heez..
so happy!

then after tt we went to orchard cineleisure eat long john silver since we very the hungry le..then viv msged mel say she also goin orchard with leqi and minjun..
so we meet up with them then headd for far east..

budden along the way hor..sien, mel and me got approached by this indian guy selling those kinda donation tickets..for 5 bucks lorx..
then talk talk talk crap..so i said he sold them for profits..and asked for his license..
and we all after say tt we dun want to buy..u know what?? tt stupid guy said to me "if u weren't goin to donate..why did u ask so many question??!".. then he glared tt me and walked away..
my goodness..so rude..great tt i wasn't stupid enough to donate to him like i did before..always kana this kinda thing one..then they actually earn more than 40% one de lorx..

walao leh..say what helping charity..more like earning money for themselves!

anyway..viv they all nv came back to help us or wait for us..so bad..

oh well, mel, sien and me went far east walk walk then see got neoprint shop..go take neoprint again..hahaz..
we were hysterical lohz..laugh laugh laugh and screaming our heads off..becoz we dun understand the jap words on the screen..hahaz..
then i spent 6 bucks juz on neoprints lehz..alot siah..but very fun lahz..
think the pics i took today turn out really well..one day i scan it and put onto friendster..got glitter sumore de..hahaz..

then after tt we all wan go home watch s'pore idol..so we parted ways and took the 700 bus home..
really enjoyed myself todae..

ohya..s'pore idol starting again le..hope taufik wins!!! buaiz then..


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